Bedeswoman
by Susan Waters
Plain as hessian.
Too plain to wife and then to quicken,
I tend the twelve like a mother,
Men who were as poor as I.
We keep close company
Safe in the house of high rafters,
Bell-cot marking holy hours
Above the ironstone stripes.
But O, the shriving Winter
Our breath a smoke of praying
For our Masters to a Father God,
To Our Lady, full of grace.
Dear Mary, grant endurance
As I pail the water
As I stir the potage
Your hands easing mine;
And courage for the sickbed,
A bolster pillow cradling,
Comfort at our leave taking,
Folding his red-starred cloak.
Betimes, I catch a soul’s last looking
A telling of much sweetness
I am made beautiful as the May.
Have mercy, Holy Virgin,
Mercy for this sinning
And my prideful wondering,
Even as the bell is ringing,
Who shall hereafter
Know my name?